The one thing they don't tell you about grief is the stories you lose when the people you love are gone. It's like Chinese whispers, but you're the only one holding the phone at the end and you have no way of finding out how the story began. I just need someone to talk to, I dedicated my life to raising my daughter, always working my ass, My daughter who is still young, My life seems different since I lost my wife Coronavirus. It opened up lots of time for me to dig deep and heal trauma I have a i've been awake on my journey to make me strong, I woke up it has been one test after the other. I'm finally learning how to have better boundaries with people. I find it extremely hard to meet or make friends with like-minded people, it seems as if they are always out of arms reach and drift out of my life..,, My family but when I needed support, they basically stabbed me in the back because they didn't want to see me grow. They wanted me to stay at their level and so I had to walk away, It's really hard to make friends out here, I'm used to being isolated, but I would really love to make some lasting, meaningful, authentic friendships and find caring, loving whole people to fill the void in my social life. ❤💯

Posted by Leins at 2024-11-15 13:52:03 UTC