Just binged again, I’m a con carnivore because I do well for like six days and then I binge it’s making me sick to my stomach. I’m a type one diabetic so it’s really bad for me I know when am I going to get this??? I feel like food was the first thing at a young age that I went to for emotional healing. I just turned to so many other bad habits that became addictions, and have overcome them. and now it seems like I’m going back to it after all the things that I’ve had victory over. I didn’t win the victory over them myself that’s for sure I always had to have other people and support groups in my life. Very good friend of mine son had an overdose yesterday and passed away. I’m beside myself not because I feel bad for myself. Honestly, my heart is just breaking for her. I know that in situations like this, I can only be comforted through prayer and I’ve been doing that but I just feel so sad for her and trying to make sense of this. Whole situation has been very difficult. Thank God I do have an incredible God/higher power of my life and incredible family. I need support of this group and I need to take advantage of it. I don’t go to meetings here and although the life coach/nutritionist/Dr TRo has been awesome I have to take this serious. This is my health and it’s only gonna get really really bad, if I don’t do something about it!

Posted by Daria L Baeza at 2024-01-19 18:37:47 UTC